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Rant rant rant.

I NEED new friends. The ones I have suck ass (with exception of a couple) other than that I need new friends. Fml. 

Ugh.

Are you really that clueless or do you just don’t care anymore? I mean, you don’t even bother hanging out with me anymore. I never thought this would happen to us, I thought we were old and mature enough to deal with our issues but I guess not. I feel so left out and so stupid. You know, everything I did like moving schools, staying longer so that we could hangout whenever we could, call you when I was leaving school early, send you txts when I didn’t see you was so that we wouldn’t grow apart. What do I get in return? You ditch me, you don’t txt me, you ignore me, you just don’t even talk to me. You know that I have no friends in that school, you know that you are the only one I hangout with during lunch and yet you don’t care you just leave. Whenever I talk you don’t even listen to me. You are always so involved in your own crap that you don’t even know whats going on with me. It really breaks my heart that you don’t care about our friendship anymore. It makes me feel guilty cause if it weren’t for me being busy and focusing on my job and school this wouldn’t have happened but I know this isn’t just my fault. I am tired, tired of always being there for you and getting nothing in return, i’m tired of trying to please people and them not even noticing, I am tired of feeling alone and like a third wheel, I am tired of putting in the effort to fix this situation when you don’t even seem to realize what is going on. I am not trying to say that I’m giving up on our friendship because I would never do that. I am just going to wait until you get tired of being with your new friend and decide to be there for me again. I will no longer leave you hints that I am upset or that there is something wrong with me because we are both old enough to be playing that game. I need a break from you and all this mess, I need to learn to live for myself and not for anybody else. I need to remember that life is not about pleasing others, but it’s about living and enjoying every moment of life. I will always be here for you no matter what. I am not loosing you as my friend because I have lost some on the way and I wouldn’t be able to deal with the pain of loosing you. I am a good friend. I hope you know that Jeni. 

Muggles are not able to REBLOG this.

downtoderp:

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a-harry-potter-blog:

all the notes. holy crap.

at first the reblog button didn’t work for me, i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK but then it worked.lol.

It worked immediately. I’M HARRY FREAKIN POTTER!

Heheh<3

…looks like i got the magic in me. >:)

HA! FINALLY! after the 73902356504600th try! ;)

haha worked for me on the first try :P

Ha, it worked :3

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